CONVICTION

If you can imagine it, you can achieve it; if you can dream it, you can become it.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

What's the problem here -- to swim or not to swim?

To swim or not to swim? What is the great deal that is worth my time to blog about?

It's been more than 3 weeks since the last time I went for swimming. And the last time I swam, it was after at least 3 weeks I went for swimming. The swimming pool is only downstairs! I don't have to drive, don't have to take a cab. It is just but a 3-minute walk! And I have no freaking idea what stops me from doing so!

I always want to be a healthier person. I always want to swim everyday. I always tell myself that I will try my best to exercise EVERYDAY for several reasons. So I guess I would have to list down all the pros and cons for going or not for swimming so that I have a clearer and better reasons to go swimming! And possibly, to make my goals specific only so that they are more feasible to be fulfilled.

First of all, I am such a person who does not break promises without very good reasons. So what I confess or promise here I would surely, and I MUST, implement with ACTIONS.

Swimming is the best sports ever in the sense that it avoids injuries because water helps reduce impacts on the body. This is one indisputable reason. But why I always want to swim and every morning I still wake up with guilt that is killing me? Why, at the moment I get up from the bed, I would tell myself "tomorrow"? What is the subconscious motion behind this? I really don't understand my MIND. What's in her mind now? One moment she swears that she's going to swim and when it's time she tells herself not to swim.

In addition, for health benefits, I must swim often. I'm such an unhealthy person that I hardly pass motion everyday and I think that is really really bad. I don't want to store overnight toxins and stools in my body. That is disgusting, isn't it? I tried eating 1 grapefruit a day and it helps but now it seems not that helpful anymore, I guess I'd just have to SWIM. Health is definitely a big thing to me. Without good health, I'm DEAD. I'm not going to be an unhealthy doctor, after spending so much money on my 5-year education as a medical student, haven't yet mentioned the future specialisation with that I'd probably carry on, I cannot afford to let myself fall sick. 'I'd rather get stomach ache than constipation' This shows how concern I am to overcome constipation.

Next, I am turning 20. I want to wear nice dresses!! I don't want to look like a dumbass that looks like a pear or an apple. I don't want to be FAT. Well it is unhealthy and this restricts me in the choices of clothings I wear. And I DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN ON ME ANYMORE after so many years. It's desperate to say but it's a fact that I haven't been 'slim' for all my life. OOH...I seriously want to change!!

Okay, so what's the stupid reasons stopping me from swimming?
1. weather - it's been raining season. I don't want to be dead stricken by lightnings!
2. Laziness - WTH is this? Now that I am conscious and *wise, I can't be surer that this is definitely not a reason. It's a very LAME excuse indeed.
3. hahh! Again, this is not going to be a reason. Time-consuming? What is more important than your health??

Yimin wake up now. Get yourself in the pool! You need to move it move it!! You can't afford to store more fat anymore!! You're going to look HORRIBLE and AWFUL. Please!! Swim swim swim!! Let mummy and daddy know that you are matured and capable to manage your HEALTH! You're turning 20 so please act like an adult. Do it!! Just do it!! Don't think. Just don't give yourself even half a second thinking of GOING OR NOT. Just do it!!!!!

Okay, just do it. So try your best to GO!!!! SWIMMING!!!

-make you lighter-
-smile and laugh more-
-go swimming-